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heeeeeey bloggers (: ...well this week has been a buss. I hate this week so bad. i litteraly feel like i have bad luck or karma is punishing me. If i got the chance to re do this week i would (x. Like forealz this week i felt like the world didnt want me to exist >;p. It all started on sunday the first day of the week ..I almost got hit by a car >.<  , i was walking across the street to my car in waikki but lucky thing the driver seen me and stopped immediately . After that on monday you know how it reaches 7:11 , and everyone said if you make a wish then it would come true... well i did. And my wish was just to have a better day than sunday. I actually had a good monday since i got to go to pearls with my cuzzo. But later that night we just got the results for my blood test and it was annemic or something like that ... Well that juust means i dont have enough iron in my body or not enough blood in my body -,-'. I litteraly felt my heart drop when i found out </3. so after that day forward i have to eat vegetables every single day and that is torture since i dont really like vegtables especially the way my grandma them cooks it >xP . Well on tuesday my day just got even worse.. i honestly dont know who i can count on now days,  i dont think i actually have any true friends thats stayed for me through thick and thin. My friends are all fighting and arguing over someething so dumb. Now days everyone just talks shit about everyone and be "fake". I hate that and i just figured out that mosst of my friends arent that true and all are fake. To me i dont even know who i can count on and call a "friend". Also, on wednesday my day got even worser that tuesday. Everyone started to tease that im so dam short or i have alot of pimples, like wtf you have the same thing, and just because im short dosent mean you have to tell me i already know. I honestly felt like crying that day because it bothers me beyond than usual, and they wouldnt stop and everytime i was trying to tell them off, the teachers catches me talking, so i get in trouble and have to stay after if the teacher even rembers. Well thursdays was the absolute worst day of the week. More people started to tease me that im so dam short, and telling me everything that was wrong with me. I couldnt stand it so when i went home i just ballled. ;3 and i feel like everyone was talking shit about me..which just ruins my day even more. Friday was the only actual good day i have. Since i had bowling and dont have to be in school with all dem people. Bowling was so ghetto i sucked on all the rounds -,- but at leasst i had fun. Well now im home with my lil bro and hes one irritating ratchet. Well that was my week so sad, down, upseting, etc. After this week i want to move school just to start over but i shouldnt just be running away from my fears.. its just too much for me to handle already. i cant take it.. i thought about this is so much.. I think its best for me if i move to a different school for high school. Well yeah sorry for being such a downer :p  (wow this is my longest blog i think)